8235 Days

Everyone has a journey.... I have my own. 

8235 days I have spent on this Earth. That's 22 years, 6 months, and 17 days to be exact. Reality is, that's not very long. I have so much life ahead of me, so many new experiences, so many new chapters waiting to be written. But the last 22 years have been far from a waste, minus the years I can't really recall. 

Sometimes I find comfort in knowing I don't have to repeat the things I have already been through. Sometimes I am so thankful I don't even have to look back that way. I often reflect on the things that have happened to form the person I am today, I am thankful for the amazing,  the good, the bad, and even the ugly: I wouldn't be the person I am now. But the good news, you don't have to look back. I don't focus on my past, I focus on my NOW! 

I may not live my day to day life as your typical 22 year old, actually I am quite opposite. I enjoy my 9pm bedtime, I set my alarm for 5am, I spend time dreaming, I have few friends, I have best friends, I set big goals, and I am thankful for the life God has blessed me with. Not your typical 22 year old life but I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Why? Because once I decided to leave everyone else's negativity and opinions about my life behind me, big things began to happen. Quite frankly, everyone is going to have an opinion, what you do with it matters. I have come to love the words "ok, great, thanks for your advice/opinion" (even though i am screaming on the inside). There is only one single voice in your life that you should listen to, the voice that answers your prayers, the one who sent his son to die on the cross for YOU. 

People can be harsh, people can be downright rude, people don't have filters; sometimes people do it it of love, sometimes people do it out of jealousy, sometimes people do it just to make themselves feel better. You have to do you. You have to follow where God has called you to be. Leave the haters behind you and bring your supporters with you. It's your journey. This is mine.

Have a sparkling Monday! You are worth it!

-XO M

Your Story

There were a few very crucial conversations that took place last night. One of which got me thinking quite a bit about my story, my journey, my life experiences: how did I get where I am today.

First, it's important to understand the word testimony. 

Okay, so the dictionary definition of testimony doesn't really explain anything. What is a testimony? It's your journey, it's your story, it's your path. 

Looking back on my short 22 years of life, I have a lot of events that fold into my testimony. There are a lot of defining moments that got me to where I am today, some were great and some were less then pleasant. But it's me. It's my story. It's my relationship with God. Reality is, my story isn't over, it's just beginning.

The next thing is to realize that everyone has a story. Everyone has a journey. And everyone has a testimony. It may be drastically different then yours, but it's theirs. Have an open heart. Have compassion. 

Back to your story: what makes you who you are? Is there one defining moment that you can look back and say "that changed the path of my life drastically", are there a lot of smaller moments that you can look back and say "everything tied together made me who I am today"? Begin to think about those times in life that seem to be written in stone in your memory, the things that no matter how many experiences you have, you will always carry those with you, the things that spark emotion, hurt, or happiness. Are they things people know about you? Are they things that you have buried deep down inside and are afraid to let resurface? 

I have somewhat of a hate for the statement to "not let circumstances or past define you". Lets be raw and real here, your life experiences, the things that happen to you mold who you are. What I do agree with is the statement that "it's what you do with the experiences". That is HUGE. People are right, your past shouldn't define you? Wait what? It's part of your past, of course it is part of you!! Whether you like it or not it is and always will be part of you, but it's what you did with the event/experience that starts to mold your life. When you let God have control over your life, these moments will begin to shift and change, you will view your path a little differently then before, the moments you face from that point forward will be different. 

Pray. Pray relentlessly. Have a childlike faith. Know God has a plan bigger for you then you could ever dream up yourself.

Have a sparkling day! 

XO- M

One-Way Ticket

Chances are, you have a whole bunch of people in your life. Some you want there and some you probably prefer get a one way ticket elsewhere. I get it. The fact of the matter is, you get to decide who is going to link arms with you to journey through life. But who are you going to choose?

Sometimes, okay, most times, I have a very trusting heart. I want to think the best of every person I come into contact with. Rookie mistakes. You can't let everyone had a handle on your life and your surely can't let everyone speak into your life. If there is one thing I have learned, I learned that people will go a mile to put you down to build themselves up. The important thing to learn is how to put those people in a position to no longer speak into your life. It is crucial to have a community of people around you to journey with you, make sure to choose them cautiously. 

The past few months, I have started to realize how important it is to take time for yourself: take time to read your bible, take time to pray, take time to journal. Be present in your life. The times you spend in solitude will strengthen your relationships with others. After all, if you don't know who you are, how can you determine who should be speaking into your life? If you don't spend time in solitude, how can God reveal things to you?

Do yourself a favor, make it a habit to spend time with yourself. Do yourself a favor, find a community to walk through life with. Cut the negatives, cut the people who try to put you down, cut the people who can't just journey through your life with you. Be with people who can speak truth with you, be with people that want the best for you, be with people who support you in your journey. 

You are worth it.

XO- M

Defining Worth

   

You have to decide you are worth fighting for. You have to decide that your future, your dreams, your family, your hopes, your kids, your heart are worth fighting for. After you decide you are worth fighting for, you have to have the attitude that you are going to do it, not an attitude that it would "be nice" for your dreams to come true. 

When you decide something has to change, you must adopt a "can do without exception" attitude ALL the time. We are capable of achieving more then most of us ever do. Why? We allow ourselves to believe that our current situations define our worth, it defines who we are and where we are going. 

Was engineering school hard? It was tougher then I could ever put words to. Those 4 years were ones I could have never prepared for, they were years that I poured my sweat and tears into everything I did, they were years that I pushed myself further then I ever thought I could go, they were years my attitude towards life changed multiple times a day. More days then not, I wanted to quit. I wanted to throw in the towel and say "enough is enough". I was done being stretched passed my limit. I didn't quit. 

My Dad always taught us growing up that anything in life worth having wouldn't be easy and if it were easy, everyone would do it. Walking across th stage on graduation was such a defining moment, I finally had accomplished what I was starting to think was impossible. I couldn't help but think of all the people who told me I couldn't, I wanted to yell "I told you so!" Now, almost every single person who ever told me I couldn't do it, that I should just quit, or that it wasn't worth my time has zero idea that I graduated, who cares though. What IS important is that I didn't allow their view of me define who I was or who I am or who I a becoming. 

Who are you letting define your worth? Who are you letting define your future?

Take charge of your life, God created you with a purpose and journey bigger then you can imagine, don't discredit it, don't give it up. Full steam ahead. You are worth it.

Sparkle A Little Brighter

So often we are caught up in the craziness we call life. I would suppose that's where I have been and unfortunately, blogging and "living life" tend to take the back burner. 

Dreaming? Yeah, that something that happens when I sleep. "Dream job" yeah, that's only for children. Or is it?? If someone asked you TODAY what your dreams were, do you even have an answer? When was the last time you actually at and allowed yourself to dream about your life, your future? Probably years is my guess.

My sister and brother-in-law have adopted the word "dream" into their everyday vocabulary. You see, when you hold the key to financial and time freedom for people, dreaming becomes possible. Dreaming becomes highly encouraged. As we begin to change lives around the world, we see parents coming home from work for their kids full-time, we see families pulling themselves out of debt, we see couples fighting for their futures, we see students start to come out of college debt free; we are seeing people's dreams come true. 

Unfortunately the common life doesn't put its stamp of approval on living life for YOUR dreams. The expectation is that you finish school, get a degree, then find a job where you get up and go to work 8-12+ hours a day. Your family? Not an accepted priority. Chances are, you are either in debt financially so far over your head that you can't begin to see a way out OR you have such a problem finding time for your husband or wife, your kids, or anyone important in your life for that matter. 

Snap out of it. Do something to change your circumstances. Take some time out of your day today to sit down and begin to dream. And don't let anyone tell you that you can't, that its dumb, that its pointless; don't let alone convince you that you aren't worth it. You are important. 

Fuel Your Fire

I had full intention of kicking off this week with full workout plans and meal plans for you.... However I woke up at 5 am with a much different idea and approach. I felt it was on my heart to share with you today.....

Most of you know , I am part of a company called Advocare. Yesterday, we had an event and I am more fired up then ever!!!!

We spent time talking about purpose, talking about our "why". The thing is, we should live life by design, not by default. When you get down to it, everything you do comes back to having a strong purpose and a strong "why".  Because quite frankly, when the going gets tough and you feel discouraged, you need a strong purpose that will keep you fueled.

It is easy to get fired up about getting in shape or being healthy, especially around the new year but what is going to keep you going through December? Is it your kids? Is it your family? Is it a race you are running? Is it a competition you are training for? What is the driving force behind your quest???

I think its important to take some time today and figure out you deeper why. There will be, I guarantee it, a point in the year that you will want to quit. I can post workouts every week and meal plans for us to follow but unless you have a "why" that is enough to make you cry, it is going to be challenging to stay dedicated.

Whats my why?? That's a really great question. At 22 years old and in good health already, I have had to dig for a deeper why. Of course I want to look good, of course I want to prove to all the haters that I CAN do it, I want to be the "fitness friend". But reality is, as much as those are great to get me started, when I can barely move because every muscle in my body is sore, I have to have something else to fuel my fire. One of my biggest passions in life is to change the world. I want nothing more then to "change the world". I have been spinning my wheels trying to figure out how exactly I can accomplish that. Did I mention I woke up at 5 am thinking I needed to change my entire blog post for today? Because I did. Yesterday I saw how to lead by example, I saw how I can change the world, one person and one family at a time. So what fuels my fire? You do. Every. Single. One. Of. You.

What fuels your fire??

-XO- M

Inner Strength- Day #1

2014??? Is it really 2014??!!

Chances are, you have been putting your health and fitness goals off for "next year". Chances are you are reading this because A. you are my friend and are being nice or B. you are ready to jump on the health train. Guess what? It is NEXT YEAR. No more delays, no more "tomorrow" is a good day to start. Today is a GREAT day to start. Lets ease into it, lets set up for success, not failure.

This year, I promise to support you, encourage you, and help you through your journey.

Day #1 is about YOU. It is important for you to spend a little bit of time setting some goals, making a plan, and setting yourself up to succeed. How? Well I am glad you asked!!!

*What works for me may not work for you, it may take some adjusting and modifying to find what works for you and your schedule/life*

1. Find yourself a fitness journal. There is nothing more satisfying then being able to look and see how far you have come. I picked a notebook up at Walmart.

2. Take some time to set some goals. What do you want to accomplish in 2014?? Set goals that are specific, measurable, and doable. In 12 months, you can set some BIG goals!

3. If you plan on using a gym, make sure you get your gym bag ready to go!! If you plan on working out at home, set up a space with the things you need to do it!!

(My gym bag includes: a towel, a headband, Spark, Rehydrate, shoes, Ipod, arm band, lifting gloves, a waterbottle, and catalyst)

4. If you are using supplements, get those ready! (I use Advocare- if you want to know about it, email me!)

5. Take some before pictures. Regardless of where you are on your journey, take some pictures to mark where you are RIGHT NOW that you can look back on to see your progress. You may never end up sharing these with anyone and that is perfectly okay, but you are going to have days of discouragement and having pictures to track progress is a big motivator!

To help kick off the new year and releasing a whole blog, I am giving away a box of spark!!! All you have to do is email me your goals for 2014 to be entered into the drawing!! (Must email me your goals by Friday at 5pm (MST)--- thebloomingace@gmail.com)

-XO M